i am real life morello :((((
You dont wanna hang out with me i get it, your bf is more important than me anyway. I get that completely
But making me promise to try and be happy is almost certain a promise to fail… Im sorry but im just not that great of a person.
You would understand too if you knew whats its like, but you dont.
Friends leave you, i get it.
You cant find a lover, i get it.
Family and friends die, i get it.
Family hates you, i get it.
Your father or mother make fun of you, i get it.
You feel lonely, i get it.
Your upset or feeling sad, i get it.
Its hard i know, and no one said it was going to be easy. But i do try and i try my hardest to help myself feel happy. But nothing works.
I know some people may have it worse or maybe even cant handle whats going on in their lives but i wish i couldn’t feel a thing. I dont want to feel anything. I just want to slice my arms up and slice my neck open them watch the blood rain down as i die.
I may have some amazing friends but i still feel so alone even if im with them. I dont try to distance myself but its happening. Im just not good enough for them and i know it. I wish i could just let myself go. But i cant do that to my friends. I just dont know anymore…
"Be careful who you call your friends. I’d rather have 4 quarters than 100 pennies."
do you ever feel lonely and unwanted even if you are with your friends