As it gets closer, it seems like the only viable option.
Im not cut out to be with anyone. Too ugly, or too kind, too this or that. Sorry, im just a horrible person.
Always getting told that i need to look on the brighter side or to get motivated but its hard to even find something that im good at anymore. Ive realized that im just not cut out for this. I try my hardest for my father and i just cant do any better. Im always overwhelmingly exhausted. Always a burden to those who have to deal with me. With me there is just no winning. I cant help anyone, i cant get a good grade for the life of me, i just dont want to work…. Im a fucking mess. With no hope for the future or for anything really, i dont know whats even good about my life. I cant do what i want to do because im just to fucking stupid to understand anything of it. I cant help anyone because of my idiocy.
I just want to rip my skin open, bleed out, then see another life. Id rather die than keep moving anymore. Im worthless to everyone… unimportant… a burden to everything… a waste of space…
I dont even want to reblog anything… Just gonna turn off my phone… Maybe ill see you tomorrow… Bye.
Not the slightest bit..
i dare you
Bring Me The Horizon.